Bush League: Brother Gama

Our friend Epton Gama passed away last week. It happened so fast, I feel confused. When I left he was fine, but I guess he was HIV positive. I couldn't have shot my films without him. I couldn't have even eaten without him, or have lit a fire without him. He really took care of me in a place where I was otherwise helpless.

The first time I met him was at the end of the long trail through the grass to the village. He appeared out of nowhere, welcomed me with a hug and called me brother.

His body was probably sick long before I met him, but his spirit certainly was not. He was a kind, joyous person who could lift your burdens with one of his broad smiles. He was a man of great humor and simple wisdom and I'll remember him with gratitude.

My deepest sympathies to his friends and family in Malawi and in America. Though far away, his death is very deeply and very sadly felt.

Cy

Bush League: Words from Fitz

Finally heard back from Fitz the Reggae musician, I'm using some of his music in the film: "apolology for long silence

how are you me iam just cool aand busy in studio

five songs recorded 5 songs remaining,it is promising to be a hot one let me know where you are. Iam looking for your hand to finish paying the studio for the remaining 5 songs

i greatly miss you cy

i will interpret for yopu penya son.

Fitz & Edo

Yewo tisanganenge"

Good timing, I'm out of Baghdad tomorrow morning. Just in time, I'm feeling really tired.

Bush League: Notes for the paper cut

What a haul! I've been busting my butt for six weeks taking notes on all the footage, just finished the other day, in time for my R&R out of Baghdad. I want to have the whole thing on paper so I can do a proper paper edit. No more of my whimsical wanderings through unknown moments and shots, this time, for the first time, I made a map. Though, I didn't think it would be this big, 200 pages worth. I'm out next Wednesday for a week to Lithuania then back home for about ten days. Can't wait. I'm here now for almost four months. Its a time warp. The days of the week mean nothing. I obediently get up when my alarm goes of, scratch around for some clean clothes, then step out toward a near repeat of the previous day. The bright side or the regiment is that I don't fool around with my free time, there isn't much, so I squeeze every minute.

Drinking the Tigris: uptight on the night shift

At least a couple hours per night I get super uptight. Seven-day workweek isn't too hard, but if I do it long enough I might start throwing chairs. I noticed that I'm starting to lean on little things to get me through. Caffeine and comfort foods. It's like the movie Ground Hog day. Everyday is the same. Dusty tonight, can taste it if I try. 4 am right now, looking forward to breakfast then bed. I feel like a tired foot in a tight sock in a hot shoe.

Happy Labor Day - Put one back for me, would do me right.

Drinking the Tigris

So all the new posts from Baghdad will be labeled 'Drinking the Tigris'. The river has long been one of the main travel routes through the region and since I'm definitely on a journey of sorts... I finished setting up the translations for Bush League two weeks ago and next week will start back at the beginning to take notes on the footage for the paper edit. In the meantime I've been reading a couple books to learn more about Iraq. The books were recommended by the instructors at the Foreign Service Institute in D.C. Here are a couple quotes that I found interesting.

From Understanding Iraq by William R. Polk:

"The Arabic looking word Iraq (Arabic: al-Iraq) actually comes from the Persian eragh, which means simply 'the lowlands'."

From Understanding Arabs by Margaret Nydell:

"The God Muslims worship is the same God Jews and Christians worship (Allah is simply the Arabic word for God; Arab Christians pray to Allah)."

Who knew. This gives me more ammunition to yell at the TV with.

Thinking about Malawi in Iraq

When I was in Malawi last winter, I read Jeffery Sach's book The End of Poverty. The book presents an economic plan to eliminate extreme poverty and also outlines how the rest of us got on the road to material wealth to begin with. Most interesting to me was the section on England's industrial revolution and the conditions that fostered it. England had multiple gifts: arable land, a temperate climate, navigable river routes throughout the entire island, ports and sea route access, and they figured out how to capture the power of rivers and coal to drive factories. In essence, every individual economy since has needed its own version of the industrial revolution to transcend the economic limits of poverty. The companions to industrialization have been urbanization, women's suffrage (over generations) and eventually a certain level of collective wealth. I doubt there's ever been an example of industrialization that doesn't included horrendous abuses of labor, the environment, and natural resources, but that seems to be the main model for economic development thus far. So how is Malawi going to industrialize? Malawi is one of many landlocked countries in Africa. Even with cheap labor costs, what manufacturer would move operations to a place that it can't ship from? Likewise, it has poor infrastructure, a rural population and rugged geography. Industrialization seems highly unlikely unless it's based on the removal of some unknown and untapped natural resources. But what is eminent in the Hewe Valley where I shot Bush League is the Communications Revolution. Internet and mobile phones...in the bush!

What does this mean???

Bergman

Feel a little guilty that on the day Ingmar Bergman died I was watching a pirate copy of the Transformers. I read this quote from Bergman today about what he found in cinema, "a language that literally is spoken from soul to soul in expressions that, almost sensuously, escape the restrictive control of the intellect."

Bush League: July 29 07

Still slogging through the footage for the translator. Watching some of the games is nice the second time around, seeing it for the first time in a way. I've looked at a few of the big moments frame by frame and these guys are amazing atheletes.

Drinking the Tigris, and editing

Right click, left click, delete, shift A, drag, drop, repeat, repeat, repeat, repeat. I love shooting, hate editing. Trying to get all the footage that needs to be translated organized and ready. Its good cause I'm watching all the tape so I'm slowly getting a feel for what I've got, but sitting in front of this computer so much makes me nuts. Now here for a month plus, I noticed that with such a repetitive life, my imagination has kicked in heavy. Often day dreaming about being elsewhere and doing other things. Pleasures here are really simple, they are: soft serve ice cream, grapes, oranges, pop tarts, walking out into the heat after being frozen by the AC and vice versa, and payday. The sunrises are also nice.

Malawi, Wind Power

www.williamkamkwamba.typepad.com Check this out; it's a link to a young Malawians blog about his homemade windmill (turbine). He took the motor from a treadmill and attached homemade blades to make a wind turbine that can power a house.

I'd like to see how a mechanical windmill that pumps water to a tank would work in Malawi. The water table in the Hewe valley is shallow and there's a lot of water in the ground, but the farmers have no means to pump it up when they need it in the dry season. I asked a few of the farmers in Zolokere about the idea before I left and they were really interested, a few had never even heard of a windmill.

If I was smart, I'd be building a version of Craig's List for Malawi, designed for access via 3g mobile phones. It's coming.

Bush League, making tapes for translations

Broke the half way point! Forty hours in, forty to go, will take another two and a half weeks at this pace. The translator is going to have his hands full. Been thinking a lot about documentaries. I think one of the things people often fail to consider when they watch docs, is they're cast the same way a fiction film is cast. People are carefully selected based on very specific expectations relative to a story. One of the main characters in Bush League is Jacqueline. I chose her because I knew she was outspoken and she occupied a very interesting position in the community as the Sub Chief's daughter. Once she was cast, my job was to learn as much as I could about her, and then think of situations I could find her in and questions that I could ask that would produce predictable, filmable results. The same would go for a fiction film. So it's the exact opposite of 'following someone around with a camera', which is what I used to think this type of documentaries was. The entire effort is to predict what will happen or provoke it at the right time so you can be in the right place to capture it. It's manipulative. Strangely enough, a big part of getting what you want has to do with putting the camera down. If you've already decided what you're looking for in a story, then you can turn the camera off until the time is right. I did this a lot and the trick is not to let the subject talk about that thing you're most truly interested in, but to build up a foundation for that conversation and prepare it for the camera.

One of the most interesting things about shooting over a sustained period of time is watching people catch on to their own stories. I went through a tape last night that has a long interview with Jacqueline. We're out in her tobacco field after a night of rain. The crop is largely destroyed and she's seeing it for the first time. As it starts out, she's worried, but everyday in her expression. A half hour later she's begun to (melo)dramatize her body language. I asked the same question a few different ways and each time she gave me something a little different, and the longer I rolled the more melodramatic she became. She took long looks out across the field, bit her lip, sighed, slowly shook her head and so on. Twenty minutes in, she was clearly aware of her own story and playing the version of herself she thought I wanted.

It's a big job to manage. Just like working with actors, at any moment normal people in their real lives can give you different things based on their motivations to participate that day and the status of your relationship. As the relationship grows more complex, so too does the shooting. By the end of the three months in the village Jacqueline had learned a lot about me, and the last couple times I met her she used it to take the interviews over.

In this stage of edit, the different modes of footage start to get weighed and sorted. There's the straight verite material like the soccer games. There is the premeditated material when I can see a person has thought about something they've wanted to say. There are boring stretches when nothing happens at all. There are moments that would have never happened if I didn't make them and moments that would have never happened if someone didn't make them for me. The hardest choices all beg moral questions. What do I do when I know someone is lying but what he or she is saying is relevant? And what about the camera? In the shot, she looks like she's all alone, but I know there are fifteen people sitting immediately to her left, I just chose to shoot around them so she would look lonely. Am I a liar if I cut a close up from Monday into a scene from Friday? Really, none of that's the point. Facts and documentaries, actually facts and stories, haven't much to do with each other. Stories need shape and form. Any documentary filmmaker who pretends they are presenting reality or fact is dubious. Cameras can't capture reality and facts are temporal. But, good stories are illuminations of the truth. To try it this way, with a group of subjects that are vulnerable, heavily stereotyped, ripe for exploitation and in the filmmaking mode that looks the very realest, it really is full of pitfalls. But still, just like everyday life, it requires the full-hearted embrace of many many fictions in order to work.

In the hallway

Was standing in a hallway tonight that had a map of the world pinned up, surprised me to notice that Baghdad and San Diego are on almost the exact same latitude. Actually San Diego is further south. Would have never guessed. Now working 84-hour weeks.

Lithuanian Jewry Posts, May - June 2007

(The following is a string of posts from the old cysfilm blog. Some of the dates have been lost so I compiled all into one post. It's messy but interesting sutff.) Lithuanian Jewry, Entry #3, June 11, 07

May 29, 07 I wrote:

Thanks for the information Ann, its enlightening. Can you tell me more about the documents you're sourcing? I'd also like to learn more about the Kupiskis police officer/triggerman that was turned up in Chicago. I believe you followed that case? Best, Cy

June 2, 07 Ann Rabinowitz replied:

Dear Cy:

I believe that you are referring to the following person in Kupiskis: http://www.usdoj.gov/opa/pr/2002/January/02crm012.htm

Ann Rabinowitz

(The link Ann sent is to the following Dept of Justice document concerning Petras Bernotavius who participated in the murder of the Kupiskis Jews. To read the document click 'continue reading' below)

Department of Justice Seal Department of Justice FOR IMMEDIATE RELEASE MONDAY, JANUARY 14, 2002 WWW.USDOJ.GOV CRM

JUSTICE DEPARTMENT MOVES TO REVOKE U.S. CITIZENSHIP OF FORMER DEPUTY TO NAZI OFFICIAL RESPONSIBLE FOR MASS KILLINGS

WASHINGTON, D.C. – The Department of Justice today initiated proceedings to revoke the U.S. citizenship of a Lockport, Illinois man based on his participation in the persecution and murder of Jews and other civilians during the Nazi occupation of Lithuania in 1941.

The complaint, filed today in U.S. District Court in Chicago by the Justice Department's Office of Special Investigations (OSI) and the U.S. Attorney's Office in Chicago, alleges that Peter John Bernes (a/k/a Petras Bernotavi ius), 79, worked during the summer of 1941 as the deputy to Werner Loew, a Nazi-appointed mayor and police commander assigned to Kupiškis, Lithuania.

The complaint alleges that Bernes participated directly in the process of removing condemned prisoners from jail so they could be taken to nearby killing sites. During those months, more than 1,000 Jewish men, women, and children – approximately one-fourth of the town's population – were murdered in Kupiškis by armed men under Loew's command. More than 300 other local residents, among them a nine-year-old boy, were arrested and murdered as political prisoners. Bernes worked in an office near the overcrowded jail where victims were held without adequate food and beaten before being shot to death.

Michael Chertoff, Assistant Attorney General of the Criminal Division, said, "The case against Bernes demonstrates the Justice Department's commitment to ensure that individuals who participated in genocide and other crimes against humanity find no refuge in the United States, regardless of when those atrocities occurred."

OSI Director Eli M.. Rosenbaum added, "Although more than 1,000 Jews were living in Kupiškis when the Nazis arrived, not a single man, woman or child survived their murderous spree." During the Nazi occupation of Lithuania, some 190,000 Jews, approximately 94% of the Jewish population, were killed by the Nazis and local collaborators.

Bernes immigrated from Germany in 1947 and was naturalized as a U.S. citizen in Chicago in 1954. The complaint states that he was not eligible to immigrate to the United States under visa regulations that barred the entry of any person who had "acquiesced in activities or conduct contrary to civilization and human decency" on behalf of the wartime Axis powers.

The proceedings to denaturalize Bernes are a result of OSI's ongoing efforts to identify and take legal action against former participants in Nazi persecution residing in this country. Since OSI began operations in 1979, 66 Nazi persecutors have been stripped of U.S. citizenship, and 54 such individuals have been removed from the United States.

Additionally, more than 150 suspected Nazi persecutors have been stopped at U.S. ports of entry and barred from entering the country as a result of OSI's watchlist border control program. OSI has nearly 200 U.S. residents currently under active investigation.

L i t h u a n i a n   J e w r y ,   E n t r y   # 4 ,   J u n e   1 1 ,   0 7

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O n   J u n e   1 1 ,   0 7   G e r a l d   P e a r l m a n   w r o t e :

S e r i a l   2   ‚ ¨     J e w s

E v e n   b e f o r e   I   c a m e   h e r e   t o   L i t h u a n i a   I   w o n d e r e d   a b o u t   m y   r e a c t i o n   t o   a   c o u n t r y   w h i c h   h a d   c o l l a b o r a t e d   w i t h   H i t l e r ‚ ¨!" s   G e r m a n y   t o   k i l l   o f f   a l m o s t   i t s   e n t i r e   J e w i s h   p o p u l a t i o n .   T h o u g h   I   h a v e   l i v e d   i n   C a l i f o r n i a   m o r e   t h a n   h a l f   m y   l i f e   w h e r e   t h e r e   i s   n o w h e r e   n e a r   t h e   e t h n i c   i d e n t i t y   p o c k e t s   t h a t   a r e   p a r t   a n d   p a r c e l   o f   e a s t   c o a s t   l i f e ,   I   s t i l l   w o n d e r e d .   O n c e   h e r e   I   n o   l o n g e r   w o n d e r e d .   I   t h o u g h t   l o n g   a n d   h a r d   a b o u t   w h a t   I   f o u n d   h e r e   a n d   I   d i s c o v e r e d   i n   m y s e l f   a   J e w i s h   i d e n t i t y   s u b m e r g e d   i n   t h e   a s p i r a t i o n   t o   f r e e d o m   t h a t   C a l i f o r n i a   s o   l o n g   r e p r e s e n t e d .

I t   b e g a n   i n   t h e   G e n o c i d e   M e m o r i a l   P a r k   o u t s i d e   t h e   c i t y   o f   A l y t u s ,   w h e r e   t h e   m a j e s t y   o f   t h e   m o n u m e n t s ,   e s p e c i a l l y   t h e   B r o k e n   S t a r   o f   D a v i d ,   s e t   i n   t h e   s o m b e r   b e a u t y   o f   t h e   f o r e s t   m o v e d   m e   t o   t e a r s .   H a n n a h   A r e n d t   w r i t e s   c o n v i n c i n g l y   a b o u t   t h e   p h e n o m e n o n   w h i c h   s h e   d e s i g n a t e s   ‚ ¨ S t h e   b a n a l i t y   o f   e v i l ‚ ¨ ù .   T h e   e v e r y   d a y   a c c e p t a n c e   o f   t h e   m o n s t r o u s   a c t s   t h a t   c h a r a c t e r i z e   s o   m u c h   o f   h u m a n   h i s t o r y   d o e s   s e e m   l i k e   a n   i n e s c a p a b l e   t r u t h .   G r e a t   m a s s e s   o f   i n n o c e n t   h u m a n i t y   h a v e   b e e n   e l i m i n a t e d   t h r o u g h o u t   r e c o r d e d   h i s t o r y   f o r   n o   f a u l t   o f   t h e i r   o w n   s a v e   b e i n g   i n   t h e   w r o n g   p l a c e   a t   t h e   w r o n g   t i m e .

A n d   t h e r e   i s   s o   m u c h   o f   t h i s   u n w a r r a n t e d   d e s t r u c t i o n   o f   t h e   i n n o c e n t ,   i t   l e n d s   i t s e l f   e a s i l y   t o   b e i n g   c o n s i d e r e d   ‚ ¨ S b a n a l ‚ ¨ ù .   E s p e c i a l l y   w h e n   r e g a r d e d   f r o m   t h e   p e r s p e c t i v e   o f   h i s t o r y   w h i c h   h a p p e n e d   l o n g   a g o   o r   g e o g r a p h y   w h i c h   r e m o v e s   i t   a   g r e a t   d i s t a n c e   f r o m   w h e r e   y o u   h a p p e n   t o   b e .   I   , h o w e v e r ,   w a s   s t a n d i n g   r i g h t   o n   t o p   o f   t h e   g r a v e s   o f   a t   l e a s t   1 0 , 0 0 0   i n n o c e n t   s o u l s   s l a u g h t e r e d   o n l y   b e c a u s e   t h e y   w e r e   b o r n   a s   J e w s .   T h e   e v i l   w a s   n o   l o n g e r   b a n a l   b u t   q u i t e   p a l p a b l e   a s   t h e   e n o r m i t y   o f   t h i s   c r i m i n a l   a c t   s u n k   d e e p e r   w i t h i n   m e .

I   n o w   b e g a n   t o   c o n s i d e r   w h a t   h a p p e n e d   h e r e   i n   L i t h u a n i a   i n   e a r n e s t   i n   a   w a y   I   n e v e r   c o u l d   i n   A m e r i c a .   I   r e m e m b e r e d   i n s t a n c e s   o f   a n t i   ‚ ¨   s e m i t i s m   f r o m   m y   y o u t h   b u t   i t   w a s   a   h a l f   c e n t u r y   a g o .   A l t h o u g h   i t   i s   c l e a r   t h a t   s o m e   d e r a n g e d   g r o u p s   s t i l l   e s p o u s e   h a r d   c o r e   a n t i - s e m i t i s m ,   i t   i s   a n c i e n t   h i s t o r y   f o r   m o d e r n   A m e r i c a .   B e s i d e s   q u o t a s   i n   s c h o o l s   a n d   l a c k   o f   a d m i s s i o n   t o   t h e   l o c a l   c o u n t r y   c l u b   c o m e s   n o w h e r e   n e a r   t h e   m u r d e r   o f   h u n d r e d s   o f   t h o u s a n d s   o f   i n n o c e n t   p e o p l e .

A n d   i t   w a s   d e f i n i t e l y   m u r d e r   i n   m y   m i n d .   I   n o   l o n g e r   h a v e   a n y   u s e   f o r   t h e   t e r m   ‚ ¨ S a n t i - s e m i t i s m ‚ ¨ ù   b e c a u s e   i t   s e e m s   t o   r a i s e   w h a t   w a s   e s s e n t i a l l y   a c t s   o f   m u r d e r   a n d   t h e f t   t o   s o m e t h i n g   m o r e   i d e o l o g i c a l .   A   d o c t r i n e   p e r h a p s ,   a l b e i t   m i s g u i d e d ,   b u t   s o m e t h i n g   l a r g e   g r o u p s   o f   p e o p l e   c a n   e n t e r t a i n   a s   b e l i e v a b l e .   T h e r e   i s   b o t h   c o m f o r t   a n d   l a c k   o f   r e s p o n s i b i l i t y   i n   l a r g e   n u m b e r s .   I f   a   s i n g l e   i n d i v i d u a l   c o m m i t s   m u r d e r   a n d   s t e a l s   a n d   i s   a p p r e h e n d e d ,   c h a n c e s   a r e   t h e y   w i l l   b e   p u n i s h e d   ( m o r e   s o   i f   t h e y   a r e   p o o r   a n d   f r o m   t h e   l o w e r   c l a s s e s ) .   B u t   l e t   m a s s e s   o f   p e o p l e   b e h i n d   a   s t a t e   p o l i c y   c o m m i t   m u r d e r ;   l e t   t h e m   s t e a l   w h a t   i s   n o t   r i g h t f u l l y   t h e i r s ,   a n d   i t   i s   m o r e   l i k e l y   t h e y   w i l l   e s c a p e   p u n i s h m e n t .   A n t i - s e m i t i s m   w i l l   n o t   e x c u s e   t h e i r   a c t i o n   e n t i r e l y ,   b u t   i t   w i l l   s o m e h o w   r a i s e   t h e i r   a c t i o n   a b o v e   t h e   g r o s s   a c t s   o f   m u r d e r   a n d   t h e f t   t h a t   i n   t r u t h   t h e y   w e r e .

T h e   f a c t s   a r e   t h a t   t h e   J e w s   o w n e d   a   g r e a t   d e a l   o f   p r e w a r   L i t h u a n i a   d e s p i t e   a   h i s t o r y   o f   a n t i - S e m i t i s m   t h a t   g o e s   a s   f a r   b a c k   a s   L i t h u a n i a n   h i s t o r y   i t s e l f .   T h e y   c o n s t i t u t e d   t h e   m a j o r i t y   o f   t h e   p o p u l a t i o n   i n   a l l   o f   t h e   m a j o r   c i t i e s ,   r a n   m o s t   o f   t h e   b u s i n e s s e s   a n d   o p e r a t e d   m o s t   o f   t h e   f a c t o r i e s .   E t h n i c   L i t h u a n i a n s   l i v e d   b y   c o n t r a s t   m a i n l y   i n   r u r a l   v i l l a g e s   a n d   w e r e   e n g a g e d   b y   a n d   l a r g e   i n   a g r i c u l t u r e .   T h e   J e w s   d i d   n o t   s t e a l   t h e i r   w a y   i n t o   p r o m i n e n c e ,   t h e y   e a r n e d   t h e i r   p o s i t i o n   o f   w e a l t h .   A n d   i t   w o u l d   b e   a   g r o s s   m i s u n d e r s t a n d i n g   t o   b e l i e v e   t h a t   a l l   J e w s   w e r e   e q u a l l y   s u c c e s s f u l .

S o   t h e r e   y o u   h a v e   i t .   I f   t h e r e   w a s   a n y m o r e   t o   t h i s   p i e c e ,   I   c a n ' t   f i n d   i t .   " n e v e r   a g a i n "   t u r n s   o u t   t o   b e   " h e r e   w e   g o   a g a i n "   a s   g e n o c i d e   c o n t i n u e s   t o   w a x   m i g h t i l y   i n   a l l   p a r t s   o f   t h e   w o r l d   a n d   u n d e r   d i f f e r e n t   n a m e s .

T r i e d   t o   a c c e s s   t h e   v i d e o   y o u   d i d   o n   M a l a w i   b u t   c o u l d n ' t   q u i t e   m a n a g e   t h e   p r o c e s s .

B e s t

G e r a l d   P e a r l m a n

On May 1, 2007 Sally Mizroch wrote:

Hi Cy, Long time no e-mail. I've been doing some databasing of some translated Lithuanian vital records, but I still haven't had a chance to write up details of my trip last August. I have a "deadline" looming, somewhat, because my brother will be visiting Lithuania next month and I want to give him some background to our family's ancestral places.

I have some questions for you, though. I've been e-mailing with an Israeli cousin (our grandmothers were cousins from Kedainiai). She is also researching family history.

I'm trying wrap my head around the events of 1941 (as best as I can, it's impossible, really). My cousin thinks that the Germans had many Lithuanian collaborators, more than in other countries. She thinks this is why such a large percentage of Lithuanian Jews were killed.

As an additional example, her mother was on good terms with a German family (she studied German with the father). Her mother was even invited to a party at their house. Then, afterwards, her mother found out that this German was one of the first collaborators with the Nazis.

I know you've done a lot of research on what happened in 1941. Can you give me (us) your sense of the magnitude of the Lithuanian collaboration, what the locals knew while the genocide was happening, etc?

Best regards, Sally

On 5/7/07, Cy Kuckenbaker wrote:

Hi Sally, good to hear from you.

Well, I guess my short answer is that there was substantial assistance from Lithuanians, but the active participation was not necessarily in large numbers. In the village I'm most familiar with, Kupiskis, there were only about five or six Lithuanians collaborators out of the approximately 6000 people in the town. From what I've been able to learn so far, this is what I've come to understand:

Some Background:

Lithuania's short period of sovereignty from the end of WWI to 1940 was an intense period during which the nation worked very hard to rewrite and reform its identity. Like other nationalist movements, the basis for national identity emphasized ethnicity, language and the motherland. This left the Jewish community out since they were (sometimes) different in appearance and spoke Yiddish in their community. It also may be noteworthy that during this time in Lithuanian literature, there was an intense connection to the land of Lithuania as a basis for identity. The Jewish literary tradition had much less emphasis on nature, and as a traditionally stateless people, didn't really need it. There is also a linguistic element, in the Lithuanian language usage; a man is almost always 'a Jew' not 'Jewish'. The objectification is subtle enough, but something I always feel when I speak with people. This usage seems to be an artifact of the grammar rather than an expression of bias, but the logic within it feels divisive to my American/English speaking sensibility. Likewise, the noun Lithuanian describes the ethnicity as well as the nationality. So Jews were not necessarily considered Lithuanians.

There is a long tradition of blood-libel stories in Lithuania against Jews that is emblematic of a general mythology that casts Jews as outsiders and competition to Christianity. The standard version is that the local Jews would kidnap a Catholic baby, wrap it in a sheet, then put it in a barrel full of nails or glass and roll it down a hill. Then the blood soaked fabric would be cut up and distributed as an ingredient in flat bread during Passover. I've heard this story, or variations of it multiple times. When it was told (its no longer common) it was told in a very similar context as a ghost story. The first man I met who told me about the stories was 83 and he heard it from his grandmother in Skapiskis.

In pre WWII Lithuania, Lithuanians were the farmers and Jews were the traders and shop keepers. There was an economic divide. Among Lithuanians, there was a the notion that the Jews worked together against them. If you ask a Lithuanian today why the Jews were killed, some will say: because the Jews weren't good to Lithuanians. This perception was propagated by plenty of politicians through out history toward one end or another and even today is a convenient excuse. In fact Jews probably held more capital, but there were plenty of poor Jews as well.

1941:

By 1941 the Lithuanians were already a heavily traumatized society. They had learned to rely on passive aggression to survive under the Tsar and other occupiers. They had very little tradition of public protest and had rarely succeeded in resisting occupation except by clinging to their language and traditions. During the first Soviet occupation (40-41), the Lithuanian social and political leadership was completely removed, so in the political vacuum of the Soviet retreat in June 1941 you can imagine how easily chaos reigned. It's also important to note that Lithuania was not an armed country. Very few private citizens owned firearms, and the small militarization that took place between wars, was just that, small.

The politics of 1941 are sticky. When the Russians reoccupied in 1940, they expanded the rights of Lithuanian Jews to participate in public life and politics. That compounded resentment among the Lithuanians. Lithuanians, in general, preferred a German occupation. They'd been suppressed by the Russians for a hundred plus years under the Tsar and certainly didn't want to go back. When I talk with old folks who remember the gossip, one standard rumor concerns Lithuanian Jews learning to speak Russian 'too quickly'. In my opinion this social compression and polarization during Russian occupation is the real set up for the horror that follows the Russian retreat. Imagine a tiny nation dead center between Nazi Germany and Stalin's Russia, in a time when people had to choose a side.

When the Germans invaded in 41, it was still very early in the war and Hitler's final solution hadn't even been made policy yet. The Nazis used Lithuania as a testing ground, so their methods are inconsistent over time and place. In general, machine gun bullets are what killed almost everyone. I don't know a whole lot about this, but I do know that there was a group called Rolling Commandos, among the Nazi units assigned to Lithuania. In the larger cities like Vilnius and Kaunas they used a ghetto system, but in the country it was different. With the help of locals they would simply round up the Jewish community and march them out to a preselected area (often for cover and soft soil) and machine gun one group at a time. In Kupiskis, a small jail was used to centralize people before being walked to the mass grave and killed. What's impossible to comprehend is how they killed children. The Kupiskis memorial that was just put up in the synagogue in 2004 lists the names and ages of each person killed. There were many very small children and babies. I've been able to figure out a lot about those events, but I can't fathom how anyone did that. When the killing was done, the Jewish property was centralized and redistributed. An eye witness in Skapiskis described seeing one of the local Lithuanian triggermen walking through the square with two fur coats on and a machine gun over his shoulder.

So now about Lithuanian participation. Yes, absolutely, many of the triggermen and much of the organization was carried out by Lithuanians collaborating with the Nazi's. In Kupiskis I don't think there was more than a hand full of Nazis even present. According to an eyewitness, two Nazi officers over saw and photographed the four to five Lithuanian perpetrators. They took the photos as 'proof' that the killing was taken out by Lithuanians and not Germans. The Lithuanians who helped included local police and the police chief. So it's very odd that so few men, probably less than ten in all, were able to kill nearly every Jew in the town (the pre-war Jewish pop was app 1400), but they did. Bigots did the killing, but it was made so easy because of fear, complacents and a more passive form of bigotry on the part of average Lithuanians.

I don't know exactly why the percentage of Lithuanian Jews killed is so high, but I suspect a couple things. First, it's a very small country, you can cross it in a day and there are virtually no geographic barriers. Second, the Jewish population was large, well defined, and they were essentially the first. Though very few Jewish communities anywhere had any idea what was really coming, the Lithuanian communities had no time what so ever to react. The German attack on Russia was so fast and so successful, Lithuania was in German hands almost instantly.

Today:

Today's dialog about the Lithuanian Jewish holocaust has a very unusual character. Where we see the German national psyche has struggled for 60 years now to rectify itself, and establish an open dialog about the event, no such thing exists yet in Lithuania for two reasons. The first is that Lithuanians claim their own holocaust under the Soviets in which 130 – 300 thousand people were deported to the Gulag. Because this 'Lithuanian Holocaust' is generally unrecognized world wide, there are no museums, few memorials etc; there is a sense of competition and again, resentment, that Lithuanians should have to recognize the Jewish holocaust when no one is recognizing theirs. Rationally, it doesn't make any sense because the events were based on completely different dynamics, one was internal, one was external, etc, but emotionally, to the Lithuanians it's the same thing.

The second reason is because under 50 years of Soviet rule, the history was scrubbed clean so to speak. The Russians reoccupied in 1944 after the defeat of the Wehrmacht, put the perpetrators of the Jewish holocaust on trial, executed those they could find, built memorials then tucked the whole matter away. Many Jews who survived or returned were required to abandon their religious practices in the new atheistic Soviet Lithuania; so many of the Jews in today's democratic Lithuanian community have forgotten the old traditions. During Soviet times there was no rigor, no real research on the holocaust, so you could say that Holocaust studies only really started in Lithuania during the 1990s, and its way behind.

My Personal Perspective:

Being neither Jewish nor Lithuanian, I think people need to get past the specific labels if they're going to understand it constructively. The Israeli dialog can be extremely aggressive, and Lithuanians are very defensive and would rather stick their heads in the sand than look at reality straight. What everyone needs to figure out is that genocide is not about good and evil. Genocide, as far as I'm concerned, is a human behavior and unfortunately, it happens all the time, though rarely on this scale. In the generic western version of the Jewish holocaust, the Nazi's are evil and they used a giant mechanized system to murder on in incomprehensible scale. So how do we extract meaning from this version of an event? The character of the Lithuanian Jewish holocaust is such that I think enormous understanding can be drawn from it, constructive understanding. The motivations that stoked it, which drove it along, don't come from monsters, we all have them and we've all felt them. The abstraction of the holocaust into the realm of myth, of monsters and evil, seems enormously problematic to me, a long hard look at what happened in Lithuania and anyone can see, it's a tragedy full of average people on both sides who are just like us.

Hope this helps Sally, I"ve struggled to get a grip on what happened there. Sometimes the only way for me to understand it, is by thinking about the L.A. riot. First there's a long compression, then a spark. The difference is, in Lithuania the official effort was to keep it going rather than stop it.

Take care, Cy

Thanks, Cy,

I think it's important to get this information (and perspective) into people's heads. It's instructive and horrifying that this type of thing can happen anywhere there's a oppressed population. The scale of what occurred in Lithuania is outrageous, but I don't think people saw it coming. I wonder what they could have done, if they'd figured out what was in store for them.

The Lithuanian nationality thing is interesting to consider. My relatives were at least tri-lingual. My father and his family grew up speaking Russian, Lithuanian and Yiddish (though he never spoke those languages here in the US). My great-grandfather was a 2nd guild merchant in the Russian system and I think he was quite a wealthy man. My grandfather and siblings were rich kids, well dressed and well educated. They lived in Svedasai, then Kupiskis, then Panemunelis. I imagine the kids went to school in Panevezys and Kaunas. My grandmother's brother was an eye doctor in Kedainiai and my grandfather's sister was a dentist in Panevezys (married to a doctor). They were well settled and contributory members of their society.

Do you think that the young Lithuanians would be fearful if Jews tried to establish a presence again in Lithuania?

Is it OK to forward your e-mail to my cousin Tami in Israel, the one who first raised the issue about her mixed feelings about Lithuanians? Her aunt Dina left Lithuania in the late 1930s as a young woman, and maybe Tami can gently get Dina's perspective on the relationship between the Jews and the Lithuanians (i.e., the Litvaks and the Lithuanians) as she remembers it.

My brother works for the US Dept of Energy and will be traveling to Latvia and Lithuania next month. I'm hoping to write up some of the family history for him before he goes, in case he has some time to visit the old villages. Is there anyone in Kupiskis (or elsewhere) he should meet?

Sally

On 5/15/07, Cy Kuckenbaker wrote:

Sorry for the long delay Sally,

Yeah, please do forward this on to Israel, I'd be really interested to hear her perspectives.

About Lithuanians being fearful today if Jews reestablished themselves, I'd say yes, probably and unfortunately. Today's Lithuania has a brand of anti-Semitism that's purely mythical. Unlike their grandparents who, bias or not, probably knew a lot of Jewish people, today's kids don't really know anything about Jewish society, but a lot of the old feelings and myths are still apparent. The product is pretty aggravating since a lot of young people are bias toward a people they've never seen or heard.

In 2005 Israel released a list of (former) Jewish properties in Lithuania and it was all over the papers. It was presented as a kind of assault on Lithuania and was also a demonstration of the enormous presence that community had. Every town and village had properties on the list, most had several including Kupiskis. One of the properties there is now the vice mayors home, so you can imagine the tension that created. Capturing the momentum are a few politicians including a nut in Siaulai who established a political party based on anti-Semitism. The group is small but because they're controversial and aggressive, they were catching front page attention regularly in 2005. In the vacuum, with few counter points, these things have a disturbing amount of sway. All this said, in general, Lithuania is not a hostile place. Any person identifiable as a Jew like some of the Orthodox rabbi that have visited can expect to be cat called, but that's about it.

Would you mind if I blogged our exchange? There are some other people I like to invite to weigh in on all this.

Cy

Hi Cy, I'm happy to have our exchanges blogged. There desperately needs to be more discussion about these issues.

My family was settled in Lithuania for at least a couple hundred years and they must have loved their home country. And they must have co-existed peacefully with most of their neighbors. When my grandmother and her 4 little kids returned home to Keidan in 1922-1923 after their exile (starting in 1915) into the Ukraine, they visited Lithuanian homes to get back some of the belongings they had to leave behind. My aunt told me the story of going to visit Lithuanian families and getting their stuff back. I had the impression that these people were their friends and they were holding family stuff for safekeeping. It had to be. My grandfather was already in the US and my grandmother couldn't have gotten the stuff back by force.

I'll send along your e-mail to my cousin and cc you and she can be part of the discussion.

Sally

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comments (1) dalia venckuviene:

Hello Sally and Cy , nice to hear from you both , its amazing how you Cy understand our nations mentality and other feathures of ours , we agree with your opinions about holocaust , and we really see in our nation , that we are not people of city or town , we belong to farmers , villages mentality , this is one of the main reasons why we dont want to see the reality of our history , not just connected with holocaust but in other spheres as well.But what we really are afraid of that yoth will not remember and want to hear these things , its a very painful topic , now almost everyone is involved in their material world. Well , Sally your brother is welcome to Kupiskis , we will stay in Kupiskis all June , so dont hesitate please , just write when he is coming , we will try to help as much as we can . We will be in touch .

Lithuanian Jewry, Entry #2, May 2007

On May 29th, Ann Rabinowitz wrote:

Thanks for your note.

One of things I learned from materials I have had translated from the Lithuanian is that there was a pervasive envy and underlying dislike of the Jews in the towns and villages. Why you may ask?

Due to their being restricted from the countryside and farming occupations by the Tzar, their only choice was to form the basis of the economic life of the towns and villages. This is where they usually centered themselves around the communities main squares where their businesses bloomed.

The Lithuanians felt that they were not in the same league as equal competitors in this urban economy. As a result, restrictive laws were passed that prevented the Jews from participating in a growing number of occupations.

It was not until WWI that this issue of economic competition really became apparent. For the most part, during the War, Jews were sent into Russia for several years leaving behind an economic vacuum.

The Lithuanians eagerly filled this vacuum and took over the businesses. They found that they liked being in charge and having the upperhand.

When the Jews returned, of course, they took over their businesses again. This caused much ill-will amongst certain groups of Lithuanians and one finds in the nationalist and/or anti-semitic magazines articles regarding this.

Combine this with the turmoil caused by the ebb and flow of various armies in Lithuania and the imposition restrictive laws of one sort or another and then the great changes brought about by Russian occupation, you have a significant situation for blaming someone one else for your troubles.

After WWI, the economy languished and things were tough for everyone. With the formation of various cooperatives with which Jews could not compete and additional restrictive laws on what professions Jews might be involved, this helped to further distance the Jews from competition with Lithuanians. The Jews were being compressed into a smaller and smaller segment of the economy.

Due to this, there was a mass exodus of young people during the 1920's and into the 1930's of Lithuanian Jewry to South Africa and America. It was also a time when Lithuanians also left to seek better conditions.

All this was a prelude to 1941 and what was considered to be payback by certain segments of the Lithuanian population for their long-held grudges and appetite to take over Jewish property.

In Kupiskis, the destruction of the community followed the same general pattern as was found throughout most of Lithuania. There were German agents provocateurs who came into the communities, sussed out the lay of the land and then used their connections to carryout the killings.

Those killed first were the Jewish intelligensia, professionals, leadership and the male population. This was done in various sadistic ways such as enclosing people in buildings and setting them on fire and shooting them in the forests or the outskirts of the town. After the men were killed, the women and children who had been held all the while in very poor conditions were then disposed of.

During this time, the Lithuanian population was either watching the destruction or participating in it. There were those who were children then who were affected deeply as they watched their playmates and friends killed and heard their screams of terror.

Many have never discussed their feelings or what they saw until recently when approached by Jewish visitors to their towns.

Ann Rabinowitz

A little choir music from Malawi

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Last Blast for a Bit

Been prepping all the footage for the edit, its a monster job moving around and managing that much information. 80 hours of video is nearly a terabyte of info, it's huge. My deck bugged out today, hopefully its just the heads, but I'm dead in the water till Monday when I get it back from the repairman. I won't be sending out the email announcement for a while, don't want to wear anybody out with spam, but in the meantime I'll still be making posts here and there about my progress. I'd like to write a little about the process, there seems to be a huge misunderstanding about the way documentaries are made. It's a common misconception that you just follow people around with the camera then its done. Docs are complicated, very complicated. More on that later.

Enjoy the pictures, I sure enjoyed taking them. Looking forward to the next thing which is coming soon...

The Fitzgerald Project

Below is a no-budget video I shot for a reggae artist last February. I met him two years ago on my first trip to Malawi. He was walking around a cafe selling his cassette and I bought a couple as souvenirs. I ran back into him last November and now I'm his number one supporter. Malawians are generally very nice people but this guy is NICE, super warm guy. In exchange for the video, he's agreed to let me use his music for my documentary, which I'm really excited about. This video will also run on Malawian TV where no-budget is the standard. The videos aren't sleek, but they charm the hell out of me, like Spike Jonze doing Fatlip before it was postmodern. This one was shot in a day and a half with about 25 dollars. I rented the radio he's carrying to use as playback, so he's actually listening to the song on that player as he sings along. Fitzgerald's record rocks, so anybody who wants a copy, I'm selling them and sending the money back to Fitz so he can make his next record. He only needs about 300 dollars to do the whole recording. He writes a lot of songs about poverty, which he knows all about; this song is about a bird that's had its nest destroyed. Anybody interested can just drop me an email at cykuck@gmail.com, ten bucks plus shipping. The image here is a new CD cover I made for him from a picture taken the night of the video shoot.

Production Budget Outline, and Post Workflow

Back from Malawi Feels good to be back home, but always hard to let go of the daily interest of a new place. Would like to thank everyone who purchased 'The Troubles in Zolokere' DVD, so far we've raised several hundred dollars for the school project in the village of Khutamadji (Malawi) through the sale of the disc. Peace Corps Volunteer Jake Wilson (http://www.malawijake.honkatonk.com) has done an amazing job implementing this project. Being there in person and seeing first hand the difficulties, I can say frankly, I don't know how he's doing it.

The village name, Khutamadji, means 'full of water'. In the rainy season the youngest kids from this village can't always make the 4k walk to the next village where there's another school, so this new building means they don't have to. The new structure also gives the community a center for meetings and activities where there was nothing before. Considering the entire budget of the project is around 20k, the money being raised with this DVD makes a big difference. A few hundred dollars goes a long way, so thanks again to those who bought it and to those who will.

The last weeks of shooting were intense. Tony Bomber's came in second place after a big controversy. Another team threw their last game, which locked the main rivals hold on first. It's complicated stuff, apparently money was exchanged and a near riot ensued at the final game as all the animosity came out. Sorting out all the details in the film is going to be tough, but I can't complain, my big worry was that nothing would happen at all. Over the next few weeks I'll be posting the best photos from the trip starting later this week. For now here's a picture of the school and a guy working at the kiln next to the school. They actually had to make the bricks on site, by hand.

Thanks again to those who purchased the DVD, it feels good to be helping out.

Roots Reggae: Last Words from Malaw

Spent all day yesterday shooting a music video for a local reggae musician here in Mzuzu. He's a friend named Fitzgerald, I want to use his music in the doc, so in exchange I'm shooting this for him. The videos on TV here are mostly just master shots with the artist standing on a hill or sidewalk dancing and singing. I love them myself, but they aren't commercial at all. I hope this makes an impression. We shot in his neighborhood, which is a slum. Looks rough, but it's full friendly people and full of life. Morning was terrible. Kids crying, kitchen smoke blowing all over, light problems, rain. By afternoon I chilled out and started tossing out any too-complex ideas and went for what I could get. We did a set of shots on bicycle taxis, a bunch of kids at a day care, a crowd in the street and my favorite; a kid doing a barefoot solo dance on a porch at night. Tonight is the closing scene, a night time bar. Tough because of the lack of light and electricity outlets. Spent a bunch of time two days ago going through a hardware market putting together light sockets with extension cords. Made some diffusion sheets with canvas and watercolor. So far some of it looks really good. Tomorrow back to the monsoon ravaged village. Rain is destroying everything; roads, bridges and crops.

One more week to finish shooting the doc, lots of loose ends and a three way tie going into the final game. Last week Jake staged a protest against a local team, a year ago they caused a riot and threw bricks at people, so Jake refused to let them play on the local ground. He drove his truck onto the field just as the game started and refused to let them play. It was a scrimmage match, so no one was there except the team and Jake. When I showed up he was basically alone with a wiffle ball bat facing off a whole football team, epic stuff and fairly dangerous. As a friend I was proud of him and as a filmmaker he gave me a gift from God.

Realized this three months has been really good for me, feel like I'm getting grad school washed off and behind me. Forgetting all the hard work and misery and now seeing more and more how well that school shaped me. Still make tons of mistakes but it feels good to finally have some of the tools.

Back home Feb 28th.

Lightning Bombs and Botsi Flies

I think there are fleas in my bed. I'm laying here under a mosquito net with a headlamp on reading. Every now and then I can feel something jump off me. We're in the village still, the rainy season is running at full steam, sometimes it comes down so hard I get nervous the roof may cave in. Earlier this week there was a lightning strike so close that I sprinted out the back door into the rain. It sounded like a bomb went off. Shooting is plugging along, I think I've shot around 35 hours now. There's been a couple bloody accidents on the soccer field during games, some big arguments between teams and the ref, and it looks like the drama can only escalate as the season enters its final weeks.

I've done three or four more interviews with people surrounding the team and some of them have dropped some heavy dope about life here. One of the most interesting things I've noticed is how well some people understand the predicaments they're in. The assistant coach/team doctor is a subsistence farmer with no farming equipment or pack animals, but he has a clinical understanding of the economic forces at play in his life. It doesn't make common sense to sit with a guy in his mud brick house with a grass roof who can talk like Jeffrey Sachs.

A couple weeks ago I noticed a little bump on my back that itched. It didn't look like much so I let it go, but it kept getting bigger and itchier. One of the local guys took a look at it and it turned out to be a botsi fly. They lay their eggs in damp clothing. I must have put a shirt on before it was completely dry and the eggs got into my skin. One on my chest and two on my back. Issac is one of the soccer players from the team, guy has fingers like pliers. He squeezed out three little maggots, nasty but harmless. I could feel the biggest one working on me, moving around in there so it was a relief to get them out.

Tomorrow we'll make the long drive out of the valley to town, I'm excited to eat meat and drink a fanta. This next cycle of shooting I hope to get further in with a few of the women I'm following, one is HIV positive and taking ARVs. To talk to her you think her life is easy, but she's got six kids no husband and farms for survival. The ARVs are a pretty new thing here, 18 months ago when I visited they weren't available, so its a profound development.

Whisky and Coke Christmas

Was hit by some kind of funk on the 23rd. Got a pretty good fever going and had the weird sick dreams that always follow suit. Seems like the standard issue stuff, but its no fun at all. The bathroom is a key shaped hole in a concrete lid over a hole in the ground. At night, its pretty heavy, big insects hanging around. By Christmas morning thought I'd bounced back, so Jake and I got into a bottle of Knob Creek I brought for the holiday. Probably a little too early though since even now I'm still a little weak. All the same, happy with things and having a lot of fun. I've got around 20 hours of footage so far, some I know is good and what makes me happy is that a lot of it is pretty funny. The problems here are truely heavy, so I'm glad to be getting the lighter sides of life as well.

I'm continually impressed by the people here. They're strong as hell. Chatwa is the team captian. The night before one of the games, he slept under a tree in the dirt while it was raining then got up, farmed a little bit, ate a big chunk of boiled corn mash then led the team against the local rivel. He's about six inches shorter than me, but seems much larger.

Got some good news today, the Orphans will screen at the Pompidou Modern Art Museum in Paris. So damn amazing. Also sounds like the premier in Lithuania went really well. Both the actors spoke and I guess they were happy about it all.

Hope everybody has a great new year, back to the village tonight after another repair to Jake's truck.